I really feel like Dad ruined my whole life. In advance, which in my opinion is really worse. Because of him, I had to much stress at the beggining of the school year, and I couldn't do my work right. Now I'm pretty much 4 months late in my 10 classes, and it's a REAL bitch.
Soon I have to move back to Québec and leave my friends, just because he doesn't take good care of us, doesn't love us, drinks his ass off every songle night, and he's dangerous. Thanks a lot, man. Now, I have a feeling next year will be my very last year of school, because I'll just give up, and I won't have nearly have of credits I need to go to College. My life is fucked up already.
In about a year, I'll have to work my ass off - which probably won't be as bad as I think it will - to help pay Mom's and I's own Appartment. We'll never have a real house again. AND, I'll have to leave my brother. Now, that's just the cherry on top. Being seperated from him just makes me feel like shit.